okay like dance was a total drag todae...
raj made us re-do the dance which makes us super breathless
over and over again till we were so tired
he got so uptight and saed that we were not shouting loud enough and there was not enough energy
sarah rach and i were so damn pissed cos we were like putting in alot and shouting like one of the loudest there... damn!!!! i hate being a senior sometimes... argh!

i'm at my godma's place now using the com.. such a free loader... hopefully i can get a free ciggi too... hehe...
well today's bad news is that i failed chemistry and english too
and the good news is that i got 75 for my art.. it's a distinction...
so that's 2 distinctions... 1 F9 for english and 1 D7 for my sciences...
die die die... o levels this year and i'm producing results like this.. jialat...

ms zakiah called me aside todae and asked me what's wrong cos she's wondering why am i failing her subject although i have been doing all her work and paying attention in class (i think)... she asked me whether i had anything on my mind and i just gave her a super blur and innocent look.. hahah cute huh? hehe not shy ah

anyway... i finally had the guts to message him... and he actually sort of replied i think unless it was a wrong message... so happy

my computer is still down.. fuck...
actually its my fault cos i aint doing anything about it.. hehe
these few days has been mad hell
so many misunderstandings... argh
and i dont understand why he is affecting me so much...
i really think i had enough... i dun deserve this kid of attitude from him...
really... argh!
i did really bad for my ca's
bio 10/20
maths 31/40
thats all i know so far but i have a feeling i'm gonna fail the rest

i finally decided where i wanna go to after sec school...
its temasek poly for me... going into media and commmunications management
that is realli what i wanna do.. its like a dream...
ngee anis too far and besides i dun intend on going to the uni.. so yeah
temasek is good for me....

i didnt go to school todae not feeling too well so i have decided to stay at home and self tudy maebe ask a few friends to come over after school to study too... hehe
i actually have this life sciences course where we extraxt dna and bacteria... so fun...
but i wun be going todae as u can see...

i'll try to update soon.. more like whenever i can ... muackz

okae... so i'm like using my dad's laptop
in real desperate situation to use the com..
i'm so bored and i just feel like dying... i need to get my com fixed...
i'm so depressed without it... my like is so empty without it
argh! screw you!

bite me

well.. my com is still down.. so irritating
chanel needs to wake up...
i cant seem to put my nose in my books
i seriously dont know wads wrrong with me...
lately i have this sudden craving for dim sum... weird huh
hahah

i hate the malay language... fine its morelike i hate the teacher which makes me hate the language...
i handed in my work to her todae to get it marked.. and she like screamed at me
ok fine.. no dpoubt that its liek way overdue... at least i tried doing it myself right
stupid... i really why i even biother doing can... argh!!! so messed up now...
i hate this stage of my like right now... damn!